The Uncertainty of Tomorrow

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For all I know, people live much of their lives in uncertainty..
What might happen in a week…a month…a year…
and, so do I…

Since I was a kid, I know life or the future is a puzzle..
Every piece fits together to create who we are, what we do, & how we feel..
Every experience shapes us into who we will eventually become..
That’s why I never judge on people, I think people are complex..
They’re not good or bad just like black or white..
Yeah, I think labels are destructive..

Because, all people have their own fate..
And, as far as I believe,
everything always happens for a reason..
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck..

And what happen to me today..??
I am facing fear of moment like I never have before..
A critical moment on my life journey,
when I find myself in an emotional crisis,
that seems to defy every positive thing I’ve embraced..
You could say that it’s fear’s last stand..
It wants to control the situation to “make it turn out right.”
In fact, it’s trying to survive, to be honest..
And the worst part, I feel that I’m facing this utterly alone…

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GreenDay – Wake Me Up When September Ends

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The song makes me think of September 11…Cause, It says September…
Although the song originally was centered around Billie Joe Armstrongs’ personal tragedy, Samuel Bayer created his own personal vision..
His interpretation is brought to life with both power and restraint,
and is likely to provoke tears, a visceral human response to pain..

But, anyways that’s what the song is about..You know, just like “this is life“,
and I think they portray that extremely well through this song…

They decided to make music video (you can see below) about the Iraq war because of its had a big effect on everyone..
It is fleshed out by images of young romance and graphic battle scenes.
The end of the mini-film’s story is ambiguous,
and this ambiguity gives “Wake Me Up When September Ends” much of its power..

For me, this song is the best form Green Day, ever..!!
This songs makes me think about how I miss the past of my life,
and at the same time It makes me look at the future and wonder..
Besides, a lot of things happen in my life in September…
My birthday, my thesis seminar, and also my final test of my bachelor thesis, etc…

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Perbedaan pria dengan cowok…

Man or Boy..??

Dapat dari beberapa sumber, keren juga artikelnya…
Klo jujur sih, awak juga gak tau, masuk yang mana..hehehe..
Lucu, tapi juga baik dijadikan renungan dan introspeksi… ^_^
Berikut dapat dilihat bedanya…
(catatan, P = Pria, C = Cowok)

P : Tahu jelas lima tahun lagi ia mau jadi apa.
C : Tidak jelas lima menit lagi ia mau berbuat apa.

P : Jago membuat wanita merasa tenang.
C : Jago membuat cewek merasa senang.

P : Bacaannya John Grisham, mainannya golf, tontonannya CNN.
C : Bacaannya Harry Potter, mainannya bilyar, tontonannya MTV.

P : Sebelum umur 30 sudah banyak uang.
C : Sebelum umur 30 sudah banyak dosa.

P : Mencintai wanita 10 % pada pertemuan awal dan meningkat terus.
C : Mencintai wanita 100 % pada pertemuan awal dan menurun terus.

P : Mendukung emansipasi wanita, tapi tetap membayari bon makan wanita.
C : Mendukung emansipasi wanita dengan membiarkan wanita bayar sendiri.

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Cool Trick to Set Video as Wallpaper on XP

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Want to set video as wallpaper?
Yeah, maybe everyone will mention DreamScene..


DreamScene also called Motion Desktop is a awesome feature
that play High Definition Video or a Movie clip as a desktop background..
But, the sad part is this feature comes as freebie for only Windows Vista Ultimate Users and most of the upgrades to ultimate is for this very feature….

So did you know there is a cool trick which does not cost you a dime
yet you can enjoy the feature on all non ultimate windows OS even for Windows XP?

To set a video wall paper on your non-ultimate vista machines follow below steps

1. Install VLC Player
You know this application, right..???
If not, maybe you can go here…

2. Start VLC player and go to
–>settings–>prefrences and click on the interface–>clickMain Interface select “wxWidgets” as shown in below PIC and mark and unmark the check boxes as shown in below PIC

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Ya Allah, Lapangkanlah, Ya Rabbi..

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Ya Allah,
Perbaikilah kehidupan religiku, yang ia adalah benteng bagi segala urusanku..
Perbaikai urusan duniawiku yang padanya kehidupanku..
Perbaikilah akhiratku, yang kepadanya tempatku kembali..
Jadikanlah hidup ini sebagai lahan uapayaku menambah segala kebajikan,
dan jadikanlah mati sebagai titik henti bagiku dari segala keburukan..


Ketika permasalahan hidup membelit, kebingungan, dan kegalauan mendera..
Ketika gelisah jiwa menghempas-hempas,
Ketika semua pintu solusi terlihat buntu,
Dan kepala serasa mau meledak: tak mengerti apalagi yang mesti dilakukan..
Tak tahu lagi jalan mana yang harus ditempuh..
Hingga dunia terasa begitu sempit dan menyesakkan..

Ketika kepedihan merujit-rujit hati..
Ketika kabut kesedihan meruyak, menelusup ke dalam sanubari..
Atas musibah-musibah yang beruntun mendera diri..
Apalagi yang dapat dilakukan untuk meringankan beban perasaan?
Apalagi yang dapat dikerjakan untuk melepas kekecewaan?

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Lame Things About Facebook

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First of all, don’t get me wrong here..
I like facebook, at least, than Friendster, of course..
But still, I noticed there are few things that I found so lame on facebook..
In the application, ads, and slightly about the people..

Yeah, you know,
Facebook it seems, is unique in its ability to make everyone hate it with a passion, and yet it still manages to tempt most people into logging in multiple times a day..

But, for some reason,
I think Facebook is just for people who need confirmation
that someone is listening to them. I mean, It’s a place for “show-off”
….

Yup, I’m writing this article just for fun…So, again, no offense..!!! (ha3..)
This is my list:

1. Pillow Fight Request

If I got invitation from a girl, then it’s an acceptable…
But, if it’s from a boy, Wow, really, dude..???a pillow fight..???
I’m not gay you idiot..!!

2. Abusing “Status updates”

What a lame thing about status update??
There are some people, put so many sway status update, and, even make an update in every hour…!!! And, the worst part, the status (sometimes) can be so gross..eww..
Such as:
“…is fed up of certain people taking him for granted and is waiting for an apology”,
or,
“….is wondering who really cares what she is doing right now..”

Seriously..??? Oh, My God…
We don’t, and we don’t care that you’re wondering why we care,
because we don’t (Oh, my head hurts read those status!!)…

I think, some people need to think before they type.
But even when you take the weird ones out of the equation,
if you check the main Facebook status page, you realize it’s like one of those folders found on hotel room dressing-tables – full of astoundingly dull information..
What a lame…!!!

3.Who do you think you are?

Yup, “random friend request”…
There are variables of course:
Like that girl you didn’t like the look of at school and subsequently never even spoke to – she adds you because she recognised your name 15 years later and forgot that you once considered each other to be mortal enemies..

Or worse –
you get added by someone whose name and face you recognize but can’t quite place – and you accept the invite because you can’t risk offending them…
It’s intolerable cruelty.

And, to be more embarrassing,
After they added you, they posted something stupid on your wall,
Like this : “Hello, thanks for add…”

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Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars

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Yeah, you know, I’m very big fans of Snow Patrol..
And this song is one of , my all time favorite song..


I think the thing I love about this song is that it’s asking a question.
We can see ourselves asking that question.
But the desolate beauty of it, I think means we already know the answer to the question is no..

Well, the lyrics are beautiful. The music was simple, but deep, and enjoyable..
It make me feel so nostalgic…
This was played on the last episode of Season 2 of Grey’s Anatomy, though..
Ever since, I just can’t get this song out of my head.
It’s probably one of the simplest yet rawest love songs I’ve ever heard..
This song stuck in my head, with every single word he says…

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Beda Cowok & Cewek Dalam Cara Menolak

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Sebenarnya sih, dah tau sejak dulu ni artikel, gokil, tapi lucu…
Secara sumbernya buuuanyak banget…..
Tapi, kek-nya seru juga d tulis d sini..(ha3..)

Buat urusan menolak, apa yang diucapkan cewek
memang gak selalu sesuai ama kata hatinya..
Nah, beda banget klo cowok yang nolak cewek…
Berikut dapat dilihat contoh bedanya….
(buat ketawa2 aja, No offense..!!)

1. Kamu sudah kuanggap sebagai kakak.
Kalo cewek yang ngomong gini, maknanya kira-kira: Lu tuh kek Benjo…
Kalo cowok yang ngomong gini, maknanya pasti : KAMU JELEK..!!

2. Beda usia kita terlalu jauh.
Klo cewek : Tampang lu tua banget sih, kan kasian gw yang imut ini…
Klo cowok : KAMU JELEK..!!

3. Aku tidak tertarik padamu bukan karena penampilanmu.
Klo cewek : Lu cowok terjelek yang pernah gw kenal..
Klo cowok : KAMU JELEK..!!

4. Hidupku sedang kacau sekarang.
Klo cewek  : Gue gak ingin elu tau teman-teman kencan gue yang lain
Klo cowok : KAMU JELEK..!!

5. Aku sudah punya pacar.
Klo cewek : Abis lu masih kalah keren sih dibandingin cowok gue
Klo cowok : KAMU JELEK..!!

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My New Favorite Serial TV : “LEVERAGE”

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My rating : 8.5/10
Plot:
A crew of high-tech crooks attempt to steal from wealthy criminals and corrupt businessmen
More Info: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1103987/


It usually takes me about three episodes of a new series
to decide if it’s worth continuing to watch.
With “Leverage” I was hooked after the first 15 minutes..!!

Leverage might after a first show look like a series replica of “Oceans Eleven” movie with even the same generic music attached to some scenes,
In the vein of Ocean’s Eleven, this heist series follows a team of thieves, hackers and grifters who exact revenge against those who abuse power, such as (you know) rich people that can’t be touched by the law..

Timothy Hutton plays former insurance investigator Nate Ford,
a once-loyal employee who had recovered millions of dollars in stolen goods for his employer. But after Ford’s son dies because his employer denied insurance claims, he decides to lead a team of thieves who act as modern-day Robin Hoods, providing leverage to those who need it..

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10 Habit That I Hate About People

Annoying Habits..
Yeah…I hate a few annoying habit from some people..
This is my list..


1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time…
I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours?
Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. About a habit to search a TV remote..
People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room
for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV
and change the channel manually.

3. Habit when eating cake..
When people say, “Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too”.
Damn Right! What good is cake if you can’t eat it?

4. Habit when to find something..
When people say “It’s always the last place you look”.
Of course it is!! Why the hell would you keep looking after you’ve found it?
Do people do this? Who and where are they?

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